People are so confusing.
Right now, after a really insane last few months, all I have to say is… well, I have a lot to say. Most of it involving “Why did she do that?” and “Why did he say that?” and “What’s up with me?” and “Wow, they’re really confusing.”
When people start making sense… never mind, that’s not going to happen. Forget it.
*begin rant*
But really, people! Why must we be so illogical? I’d blame it on human nature, but a lot of things about people that are bothering me right now completely defy human nature. It’s not natural at all. Even the lies I keep on hearing don’t match up with… humanity.
Why can’t your yes be yes and your no be no? I’m sick of trying to guess what you mean, and why you say something. It’s hard enough to understand what you DO mean when you DO mean it. So when you start saying things you don’t mean and not saying the things that you do mean and that are really important… how am I supposed to figure this out?
Life would be so much easier if people just told the truth no matter what. Or would it be harder? I get mad at people not being completely honest… but then I look at myself and realize I’m doing the same thing, and maybe the little white lies are okay because I’m just trying to be nice to people.
But I get upset when other people do things just to be nice to me… it makes me angry and wonder what they’re hiding behind the niceness. Yes, they’re trying to be tactful. Well, to heck with tact.
So I’m making a goal to try and be as honest as I possibly can be while still being loving to other people.
And I would really appreciate it if you would make that a goal, too, people. It would make my life a lot simpler, and maybe I would be getting more sleep at night. And maybe as a result, I wouldn’t be too tired to figure out what you mean better. And maybe I’d be less stressed out. And maybe I’d get more sleep at night. And on and on it goes.
Thank you.
*rant over*
Oh my gosh. I was literally thinking this same thought today as I was telling my friend about the jerk (the one who needs to be mobbed by my angry friends.)
I don’t like people either. They also confuse me.
PS I love your new blog title
It had a lot to do with you! Every time you talk to me I get more and more irritated about your jerk who I want to help mob and stab with a pitchfork, and in the journal which I will send to you when it’s full, I was having a very confusing day I was writing down… and I decided it deserved a blog post. Most of it.
And thank you… I do too haha
I wonder a lot about sincerity, too. If you want people to be straight with you, you sometimes have to tell them. They won’t always listen.
But when they do, prepare yourself for something you might not want to hear.
Aww I’m sorry I’m stressing you out so much about my jerk. My jerk is my problem, was my problem because now I don’t give a flying cow!! Besides I’m too good for him.
One day he will realize what a jerk he is, and then I’ll go all Taylor Swift on his behind. (You know, like in the White Horse video when Taylor leaves her sorry, cheating boyfriend behind)
You’re not stressing me out about your jerk! It just further proves my point
Oh yeah… don’t me go all crazy Taylor Swift girl on you…
Yeah, so I really have been wondering about sincerity for a while. This post probably subconsciously sparked me to finally write a post about it.
Hehe cool